Celebrate!

I love to celebrate things. Whether it be a birthday, anniversary, a big accomplishment or even a Friday (sometimes teachers needed to celebrate making it to Friday, with a happy hour!). I've always been this way or at least as long as I can remember. I understand not everyone is like this, maybe it was just the way I was raised. Lets just say my family went a little crazy some years for birthdays etc. For my 15th birthday I believe, my dad's company had a billboard on one of the major streets in Memphis so he decided it would be funny to put "Happy Birthday Lindsey! Love, Mom, Dad, Brad and Lacey" yes...Lacey. Lacey was our family dog! That messaged stayed up for a whole month. Another year for my birthday I came home from school one day to a giant blow up gorilla in our front yard with a sign that said Happy Birthday Lindsey. This gorilla was taller than our house! So maybe that gives you a littler perspective into my love of celebrating things. My husband, however, does not feel the need to celebrate every little thing like me...see that's one of the many reasons we're so good for each other, we balance each other out :)

Today I feel like celebrating. Exactly 1 year ago today I arrived in Australia for the second time but this time I was moving here! At the time I was just planning on a year of adventure, working, traveling, etc. Never in my wildest dreams could I ever imagined all the things that have happened in just one short year. This year has truly been a blessing to me. Of course its been full of ups and downs, lots of laughter and tears, but through it all I've learned so much, met so many amazing people and had so many wonderful experiences. I wouldn't change it for a thing. And to top it off I met my best friend, fell in love and now I call him my husband.

So I'm sitting here in my living room looking out my window at this beautiful blue sky, sunny morning with a tall palm tree in glimpse feeling extremely grateful, at peace, blessed and appreciative. Everyday I feel grateful but sometimes I don't feel like I appreciate it everyday. Some days I let my memories from home take over and I let myself get homesick. I know I'll always have days like that, and they'll get easier but I feel like its been a year now, I've made it. I feel like I can let go a little more and continue to move forward.

One year in Australia down...as one of my friends from college would say, "lets eat cake!" Even though I have no cake, it seemed appropriate :) I do have homemade cinnamon rolls though, but thats another story in itself...stay tuned!



 

this & that

I was just reading on Facebook everyone's status about school starting back tomorrow. I can't believe its already that time again! I'm not going to lie, it's made me a little homesick. The beginning of the school year was always my favorite time of year and I can't believe this is my 2nd year not to be going back to school. I guess it does help being here, since their school year begins in January and its still winter. So August is just the middle of the school year here. I miss teaching, sometimes I miss it just as much as I miss my family and friends. I love my job and I'm so thankful to have it but my heart is still in the classroom. Speaking of which, the school I work at has posted 1, possibly 2 Junior School (aka-Elementary School) teaching positions for the next school year which will begin in January. I've applied and interviews will be held in about a month. Obviously I have a good chance as I've been employed at the school for 8 months now and at the time I accepted my current job my principal knew I wanted to get back into the classroom one day. I can't help but get excited at the thought of teaching again, but I'm also trying not to get my hopes up too much. All we can do is pray, I know that no matter what they outcome God has a plan for me.

We found out today that we'll for sure be coming home to the states sometime in December/January for a visit! I'm so excited but torn. Originally we were planning on coming in October since some of my good friends were getting married but with us both just having time off from the wedding and being having time of waiting for my new visa we just can't do it. But of course I'm so thrilled that we can come home at all! And as much as I would love to have a summer Christmas in Oz, I'm pretty excited to be able to go home again this year for a winter Christmas. It will be exactly a year since I've been home. Its crazy, I wasn't sure I would be able to stay away from the US for a whole year but it's probably good practice because there may be years when we don't make it to the US. Its just part of the reality of being in an "international marriage." When I think of all the things that have happened in a year...I've gotten married, I've had friends get married and tons and tons of friends that have had babies! I think we could spend our whole trip home just visiting all the new babies that have appeared in the last year! I think more than anything I'm excited to bring Ben home with me. I can't wait to introduce him to all my friends and family, show him around where I lived and worked and mostly just show him off :) So now we're on the hunt for decent priced airline tickets, which pretty much does not exist around Christmas and most definitely does not exist for people flying from Australia to the US at Christmas. So please say a prayer that we find good tickets so we don't break the bank trying to come home for a visit!

Two weeks from today i'll be back at work. This time off has really flown by! As wonderful as its been to have some time off after the wedding and to get settled into married life I am very ready to get back to work and see my kiddos! I've spent a lot of time working on my visa application and we go see the lawyer for that tomorrow, so hopefully I can send it all off by the end of the week.

I've been debating on what to do with my blog. I feel like it needs a change. Or maybe its more just me getting bored, I get like this. Last week for example I was so sick my my long hair that I grew out for the wedding, I called my hair girl and made an appointment for her to chop it off. I started my blog several years ago when I started teaching to keep up with stories from my first year of teaching, well I guess it kind of grew from there to include personal things and in the last year its been a way of documenting my move to Australia. I guess I feel like maybe I need to start a new one or make some changes since being married and now knowing that i'll be in Australia for longer than I originally planned. I guess this new chapter in my life makes me think my blog somehow needs a new chapter too. I guess we'll just see.

Well i'm off. My sweet hubby will be home in a little over an hour and I still need to do a bit of picking up around the flat and finish organizing things with our meeting with the lawyer tomorrow. To all my teacher friends out there, Have a great first day of school tomorrow!


 

some days

When I was a kid and even when I was teaching one of my favorite children's books was 'Alexander and the Terrible Horrible No Good Very Bad Day'. If you aren't familiar with the book basically its the story about a little boy who isn't having a very good day and all through out the book he says he wants to move to Australia. At the end of the story his mother says she's pretty sure they have bad days even in Australia. My dad talked about that book in his speech at our wedding reception, I'm pretty sure everyone got a good laugh out of it. He said I wasn't suppose to take the book literally. Yeah...yeah :) Alexander's mom was right some days are bad, even in Australia. Yesterday was one of those days for me.

In about 20 days I will have been here for 1 year. Its so crazy to think about that because in some ways I feel like it was just yesterday I arrived! But even though i've been here for almost a year its still just as overwhelming, scary and exciting today as it was a year ago. This last year has completely changed my life! I've spent the most time away from the only home i've ever known, this is the longest i've gone without seeing family and friends, I've done a lot of things I never thought I would, tried lots of new things, made new friends, started a new job where I had no idea what I was doing, and i'm pretty sure the best thing about the past year was meeting Ben, falling in love and oh, yeah getting married. Everyday I am so thankful to be exactly where I am and so thankful for the many blessings. I know that this is exactly where I and now we (Ben & I) are suppose to be. I know God has great things planned for us. I love Australia. I love the weather, the beautiful scenery, the people, the culture and diversity. There are so many wonderful things here. I'm not saying I don't love the US, because I do and I miss it everyday, but life is just different here. In a lot of ways I feel like life is a little bit simpler here and people here enjoy their lives more and are happier. Maybe thats just my perspective of life in Australia, or maybe it just took me leaving the US to realize some of these things. I'm excited that one day our children will have the benefit of having parents from 2 countries and they will get to experience all the great things that Australia and the US have to offer.

Yesterday I had to go to the RTA to get a new driver's license. Let me just say that the process of changing your name sure isn't easy. I love Ben's last name and I'm so excited to take his name but the process sure is long! And with us I feel like we have so much "extra" stuff to do with visa's etc. I've tried to go to the RTA 2 times before yesterday but needed some more paperwork both times. Well long story, short I walked away without a license for the 3rd time and in tears thanks to the extremely rude lady that pretty much yelled at me right there in the RTA. Its just frustrating, mostly because i've been to the RTA 3 different times and every time they tell me something different or that I need something else. I'm just getting the run around and I don't have time for it, I need a driver's license because mine is expiring soon! So I leave the RTA, get home and cry some more. I'm so thankful for my super sweet husband for knowing exactly what I need after a day like that. He and I were talking afterwards and I was telling him I know maybe getting so upset over a driver's license was silly but it really wan't about the driver's license. Even though i've been here almost for a year, its still hard. When you move to a new place and have to start over its really hard, but when you make that new place be a whole other country on another continent, well thats just about as hard as it gets. Think of it like this...think of your home, where you've always lived, you know how things work, where things are, you know familiar faces, you know what stores have certain things you're looking for, you know how to get places, you know how to renew the registration on your car, you know which restaurants you like, etc. I could keep going...basically everything that you've ever known as your "normal" doesn't apply anymore. You have to re-learn everything. Everything from the smallest little thing to what side of the road you drive on. Now i'm not saying its all impossible, a lot of the changes have been easy to adapt to and now they just seem like normal for me but sometimes I just miss the familiar. I miss things being easy and knowing how to do things. I'm so thankful for my cousin, you can ask her, over the last year i've sent her countless emails with questions on "life in Australia"...how do I do this or how do I get to this place. I know i'm not an Aussie and I never will be, but I don't really feel like a foreigner here. I feel like I fit in pretty well, but I guess its days like yesterday when i'm reminded that although I live here, i'm not an Aussie and i'll always be different. The way the women at the RTA talked about me not being from here and having to get paperwork from the US, it was just rude. I love Australia, I married and Aussie, I live here, I feel like i'm a contributing member of society here, I work here, pay taxes etc, but yet she made me almost feel bad for choosing to live here.

I'm not sure how long will be in Australia or if one day we'll move to the US (which of course I do hope we'll get to do one day for at least a period of time) or if we'll move somewhere completely different. Its hard sometimes letting go of how you thought your life would be. Never did I dream that I would live in another country and get married and possibly have kids. I always just assumed it would all happen in the US. But I wouldn't change how its happened for anything! Its more you just have to change your way of thinking, which I feel like i've had to do a lot over the last year. Just because things are different than you thought or expected isn't bad, its just different.

Some days are just harder than others, some days I miss home, my family and friends so much it hurts, some days I miss teaching so much I shed some tears but everyday I'm extremely grateful for all the blessings, changes and relationships i've made over the past year. I'm thankful for the things i've learned about myself and how strong I can be (even though there may be some kicking and screaming along the day). And everyday its completely worth it.