Limbo

Well its June 4th and the last day of school. This is the day teachers secretly (or some not so secretly) wait for all year. Honestly in some ways I cant believe its the last day of school but in others, its been a long time coming! This school year sure has had its struggles but overall it was a ok year. As excited as I am for this to be the last day of school, I'm not going to lie i've cried at least once a day this whole week. This is my 3rd and last year at Chicot. This was my first "grown up" job and hands down the perfect place for me to be at this time in my life. Of course we've had our ups and downs but I have had the blessing of working with some of the most amazing people ever! I will miss them like crazy next year and they will always have a special place in my heart. Ok, I have to stop talking about leaving because I'll start to cry...again.

You may wonder why I titled this post "Limbo" well, i've decided thats my life right now, in limbo. For those of you who know me really well, I do not like change, I am a planner and yes, I like to have control (most of the time). In the last month I have: moved out of my house, put all of my things in storage, lived out of suitcases at my friends out, packed up my classroom, moved out of my classroom, continuing the job search in Dallas, oh and i'm going to Australia in 3 days! ahhh!

As for after my return from Australia, i'm not exactly sure what will be going on in my life. I will officially "move" to Dallas to live with friends until I find a job etc. My planner ends in July, so i've decided not to buy another one until I know whats going to be going on in my life after July (and yes, its kind of killing me) but whats the point?! Its just a leap of faith. I know things will work out, I just need to be patient and see what happens. In some ways its kind of exciting not knowing where I will be or what I will be doing in the next 3 months. So we shall see...